I actually managed to remember this month! Granted, it's 11:00 as I type this and I should be in bed now, but still...
Insecure Writers Support Group is a great bunch of people. You should join!
Now on to my insecurity. My fear currently is that I have lost my "spark." I've had a rough couple of months in my personal life, and as result that burning need to write has receded to the background. That is new for me. Usually if I'm upset, I want to write more than ever! So now I'm scare the spark won't come back. With work, and hour commute, kiddo and family, I don't have time for the thing that I want to do. And then when I do get time, I'm so flat out exhausted that I fall asleep staring at the computer screen. Have I completely lost my creativity? That part of me that makes me ME? It has been trying to ignite this last week or so, but still I worry. I suppose the fact that I worry about losing my will to write is a pretty good indication that this won't happen, but I'm a worrier by nature so of course I can't stop worrying. Anyway, I've devised a plan to help me get some actual writing done.
Step 1: Quit job
Step 2: Sell all worldly belongings
Step 3: Find a sheltered spot under a bridge
Step 4: Stop bathing
Step 5: Grow a hobo beard
Step 6: Take my small dog and hobo beard to the park
Step 7: Scribble random insane ramblings onto newspaper I found in the trash
Step 8: Wait for one of the following to happen- A) Someone takes pity on me and realizes that my insane ramblings are actually some sort of brilliant satire aimed at the materialistic world that I've given up (along with heat and health insurance) or B) Supernatural creatures arrive and tell me that they DO exist and invite me to live with them.